Letting go

  • Of Mirrors and Embers

    Of Mirrors and Embers

    Vanity is a gilded cage,
    each bar polished to a blinding sheen,
    your reflection distorted in its golden grasp,
    a prisoner of your own making.

    It tells you, You are more,
    while the world shrinks into a mirror,
    and every face becomes an adversary,
    every word a threat or flattery.

    You preen, you pose, you hunger,
    until the hunger gnaws you hollow,
    for what is vanity but a feast of air,
    a banquet where you starve alone?

    And anger-oh, anger is the fire
    that licks your bones clean of reason,
    that turns your hands into fists,
    your tongue into a blade.

    It does not burn away the wrong;
    it burns you, leaves you charred
    and trembling in the aftermath,
    ash in your mouth, regret in your chest.

    Shatter the mirror.
    Let the cracks show you
    how light passes through
    even the broken things.

    Kneel by the river,
    wash your face in its cold truth,
    see yourself as water does,
    without flattery, without fury.

    When anger comes,
    do not feed it your breath.
    Hold it like a live coal
    until it cools in your palm.

    Breathe.
    The world is wider
    than your reflection,
    deeper than your rage.

    Step into the current.
    Let go.
    Be lighter.

  • Today

    Today

    Today,
    if your heart
    is still heavy
    with the burden
    of unspoken words,
    let them go,
    for their only home
    is the open sky,
    like birds
    from their cages.

    Let the truth
    take wings today,
    free of fear,
    free from shame.
    Wings of honesty
    will take you
    to the life
    you are
    meant to claim.

    If today,
    you look
    into the mirror
    and see a self
    you hardly recognize,
    break that facade,
    and give rise
    to your authenticity.

    Let all
    that has been
    false
    grow thin,
    the masks
    you have
    learned to wear,
    so that today,
    in this sacred moment,
    your essence
    can finally bare.

    If the road behind
    is rife with potholes
    of regrets
    and ill-spent time,
    today,
    pave a path forward,
    up the mountain
    you were meant to climb.

    Make each step
    dotted with courage.
    At the top
    may be that
    profound peace
    which can only be
    reached
    by those who welcome
    themselves wholly,
    and today’s courageous
    choices.

    Today,
    your presence is a gift
    to everyone you touch.

    Today,
    write yourself into being.
    Right now,
    in this very moment,
    your future can
    still blossom into
    a limitless horizon
    of possibilities
    if you dare enter
    your heart’s
    treasure room.

    So today and now,
    simply promise
    to live,
    awake and true.
    And today, this day,
    closest,
    will hear
    tomorrow’s gaze.

    Today,
    be the cause,
    become a word.

  • The Release

    The Release

    In morn’s pleasant aroma,
    with gentle breathing,
    I released the burden,
    a shadow companion,
    not of the world,
    but whirled in my head,
    a being of my own making.

    No irons bound me,
    clutching fast,
    but threads of thought,
    so tightly spun,
    today I let them loosen
    from their hold,
    to drift beyond
    the mind’s own edges.

    The skies,
    a wide and unsealed canvas,
    no longer stained
    by “what may be.”

    The trees
    whirled wildly in the gust,
    and I, at last,
    was given sweet release.

    For anxiety,
    that foul specter,
    was no more than breath,
    pale and dim,
    a play I’d written,
    a story I’d spun.

    Today,
    I tear those yellowed pages in two.

    And where dread had sat,
    there is a garden,
    its tale told
    not in the icy grip
    of “what might be,”
    but in the radiance of
    “here, with me.”

  • Stubborn Grace

    Stubborn Grace

    A stubborn beast
    with its feet firmly planted
    in the muddy field
    of my own errors.

    Anguish is a dense fog
    that swirls, blinds, and steals
    the recognizable features
    of my own soul.

    The birdsong was a distant,
    inaudible hum,
    and fingers brushed
    against petals
    that had once been vibrant
    but were now dull and quiet.

    Indeed, forgiveness is a river
    that churns through rocky terrain,
    a constant murmur
    against jagged edges,
    finds the yielding ground,
    and forges a new path.

    Or rain, a gentle veil
    dissolving the grime
    that adheres to my skin,
    a clean canvas waiting
    for a fresh day.

    Seasons change, my friend,
    leaves unfold, then fall,
    and the only thing that
    accompanies this long journey
    is the steady, slow rhythm
    of our own two feet—
    possibly a shimmering wand.

    Filed under: 🜁 Self – tracing the inner landscapes of thought, feeling, and becoming.