self-liberation

  • The Release

    The Release

    In morn’s pleasant aroma,
    with gentle breathing,
    I released the burden,
    a shadow companion,
    not of the world,
    but whirled in my head,
    a being of my own making.

    No irons bound me,
    clutching fast,
    but threads of thought,
    so tightly spun,
    today I let them loosen
    from their hold,
    to drift beyond
    the mind’s own edges.

    The skies,
    a wide and unsealed canvas,
    no longer stained
    by “what may be.”

    The trees
    whirled wildly in the gust,
    and I, at last,
    was given sweet release.

    For anxiety,
    that foul specter,
    was no more than breath,
    pale and dim,
    a play I’d written,
    a story I’d spun.

    Today,
    I tear those yellowed pages in two.

    And where dread had sat,
    there is a garden,
    its tale told
    not in the icy grip
    of “what might be,”
    but in the radiance of
    “here, with me.”