transformation

  • Masks and Desert Blooms

    Masks and Desert Blooms

    Cactus flowers unfold
    in the stark desert light,
    while chandeliers somewhere else
    weep crystal tears
    onto polished marble.

    Look closer,
    at those society crowns
    with gilded laurels.
    Some crave the roar of the crowd,
    their lives a parade shimmered
    by golden faucets trembling
    and manicured lawns,
    with every prop gleaming.

    Others wrap themselves
    in quiet studies,
    sipping the dust and dreams
    that veils the sun.

    They’ll chase the dark spotlight,
    where silent scripting exists
    beyond the masquerade ball flitting.
    Silks and sequins will be
    carefully constructed shells,
    a smile painted on
    to hide hollow ache within,
    the cavern echoing
    with unseen emptiness.

    But the humble ones,
    they’re the deep roots,
    the quiet breath of winds.
    Their truth unfurls
    in desert blooms,
    unfurling, genuine.

    When your spirit grazes
    the unworldly silk of the infinite,
    when the spark of imagination
    ignites like dry kindling,
    then you are remade,
    a sudden friction
    of light and shadow,
    a consciousness
    dreaming itself awake.

    An awe
    that expands the chest,
    scarier only
    if the heart is a closed fist.
    An echo of a single,
    resonant word
    from the canyon walls
    of existence.

  • Today

    Today

    Today,
    if your heart
    is still heavy
    with the burden
    of unspoken words,
    let them go,
    for their only home
    is the open sky,
    like birds
    from their cages.

    Let the truth
    take wings today,
    free of fear,
    free from shame.
    Wings of honesty
    will take you
    to the life
    you are
    meant to claim.

    If today,
    you look
    into the mirror
    and see a self
    you hardly recognize,
    break that facade,
    and give rise
    to your authenticity.

    Let all
    that has been
    false
    grow thin,
    the masks
    you have
    learned to wear,
    so that today,
    in this sacred moment,
    your essence
    can finally bare.

    If the road behind
    is rife with potholes
    of regrets
    and ill-spent time,
    today,
    pave a path forward,
    up the mountain
    you were meant to climb.

    Make each step
    dotted with courage.
    At the top
    may be that
    profound peace
    which can only be
    reached
    by those who welcome
    themselves wholly,
    and today’s courageous
    choices.

    Today,
    your presence is a gift
    to everyone you touch.

    Today,
    write yourself into being.
    Right now,
    in this very moment,
    your future can
    still blossom into
    a limitless horizon
    of possibilities
    if you dare enter
    your heart’s
    treasure room.

    So today and now,
    simply promise
    to live,
    awake and true.
    And today, this day,
    closest,
    will hear
    tomorrow’s gaze.

    Today,
    be the cause,
    become a word.

  • The Release

    The Release

    In morn’s pleasant aroma,
    with gentle breathing,
    I released the burden,
    a shadow companion,
    not of the world,
    but whirled in my head,
    a being of my own making.

    No irons bound me,
    clutching fast,
    but threads of thought,
    so tightly spun,
    today I let them loosen
    from their hold,
    to drift beyond
    the mind’s own edges.

    The skies,
    a wide and unsealed canvas,
    no longer stained
    by “what may be.”

    The trees
    whirled wildly in the gust,
    and I, at last,
    was given sweet release.

    For anxiety,
    that foul specter,
    was no more than breath,
    pale and dim,
    a play I’d written,
    a story I’d spun.

    Today,
    I tear those yellowed pages in two.

    And where dread had sat,
    there is a garden,
    its tale told
    not in the icy grip
    of “what might be,”
    but in the radiance of
    “here, with me.”

  • The Thought Architect

    The Thought Architect

    The thought unrolls, a tender leaf,
    uncurling in the dim light of what is.
    But—what is?

    A construction, they tell us.
    Spun from threads of notice,
    dyed with hues of credence.

    This space, these walls,
    hard to the hand,
    yet viewed, interpreted, known
    only through the prism within.

    A shift there, a subtle re-tilting,
    and the light falls differently.
    Shadows stretch or shrink.
    The texture of the wall
    softens,
    or sharpens into new distinctness.

    If the mind,
    this silent architect,
    can raise these thresholds,
    can it not also bring them down?

    To redraw the blueprint,
    erase the lines etched deep
    by habit, by fear, by expectation.

    To choose a new palette,
    brush strokes of possibility
    upon the canvas of the day.

    The weight you carry,
    that unseen burden,
    may lighten or lift
    with one re-imagined breath.

    The world waits,
    formless and fluid,
    for the shaping of your eye.
    Change the mind, they say
    and see the world re-arrange.

  • Threshold

    Threshold

    The voice of the teacher,
    is a note on the air,
    spooling a story,
    threads of alchemy.

    Eyes meet with yours,
    a flash of comprehension,
    a breath of understanding held,
    as the magic word is proffered,
    one syllable, a phrase,
    simple sounds charged with power.

    The door is in front of you,
    plain wood,
    a simple catch.
    No fanfare, no trumpets,
    but the unspoken offer
    borne within that breathed word.

    The promise on your tongue,
    a vocal key.
    The choice unfurls
    a peaceful landscape in your mind.

    To say it,
    to unlock the secret lock,
    to step over the threshold
    into the space waiting.

    It is yours to take.
    The story given,
    the secret revealed,
    the journey offered.

    The way inward,
    begins with a word,
    spoken, or perhaps,
    kept silent,
    a truth recognized,
    and finally,
    stepped across.

    Filed under: 🜁 Self – tracing the inner landscapes of thought, feeling, and becoming.

  • The Unencumbered Heart

    The Unencumbered Heart

    A refined love
    as pure as mountain air,
    unconcerned with gain or loss,
    unaffected by the whispers
    of the market
    or the balance of favors.

    It is a spark unfolding quietly
    in the soul’s hearth,
    like a fern reaching for light
    in a dark forest.
    The ego’s hard knot unwinds;
    fingers unclench their hold
    on what they once held dear,
    still surrendering to something more.

    We are a clear pane of glass,
    allowing kindness to pass through—
    unobstructed, pure.

    Like a river carving a new channel,
    it nudges us out of our small ways
    into unseen lands of empathy.

    A gentle teacher,
    it speaks of courage found in giving,
    of strength born from weakness,
    of a self reformed by what it gives,
    not by what it takes.

    It is the unseen hand
    placing us higher,
    one selfless act at a time,
    toward the glistening potential
    we barely knew existed.

    Filed under: 🜁 Self – tracing the inner landscapes of thought, feeling, and becoming.

  • Stubborn Grace

    Stubborn Grace

    A stubborn beast
    with its feet firmly planted
    in the muddy field
    of my own errors.

    Anguish is a dense fog
    that swirls, blinds, and steals
    the recognizable features
    of my own soul.

    The birdsong was a distant,
    inaudible hum,
    and fingers brushed
    against petals
    that had once been vibrant
    but were now dull and quiet.

    Indeed, forgiveness is a river
    that churns through rocky terrain,
    a constant murmur
    against jagged edges,
    finds the yielding ground,
    and forges a new path.

    Or rain, a gentle veil
    dissolving the grime
    that adheres to my skin,
    a clean canvas waiting
    for a fresh day.

    Seasons change, my friend,
    leaves unfold, then fall,
    and the only thing that
    accompanies this long journey
    is the steady, slow rhythm
    of our own two feet—
    possibly a shimmering wand.

    Filed under: 🜁 Self – tracing the inner landscapes of thought, feeling, and becoming.

  • The Invitation

    The Invitation

    Do you see
    the wounds on arms?
    Is forgiveness revealed?
    Has polarity forged a path—
    a space between to dance?

    When we shut our doors
    and close access to ourselves
    for those we love,
    it’s not because we
    fear them.
    It is because
    we fear ourselves.

    We lace our secrets with poison
    to prevent them from
    sprouting into the light,
    hoping they’ll die.

    The shameful feeling
    of our past choices haunts us,
    for we have not learned
    the lessons,
    and have not changed
    and grown,
    to realize what
    we’ve become.

    Thinking of others,
    knowing myself,
    a life is lived.
    I arrived naked,
    and I’m leaving naked.
    What we hear
    is what we get.

    Not perfect
    without imperfections
    and mistakes.
    Complete and
    wholesome by trial.

    I strived for kindness
    and love.
    Accepted both my challenges
    and my gifts.

    I met magical people—
    each, a teacher.
    Misunderstood, I walked.
    Welcomed but not embraced.

    Pick up your true relationship,
    and throw it up
    towards the light.
    Step outside your box,
    and into the free
    open horizon.
    Rise from beneath the earth
    to soar above.
    It will lift you up
    by its strings
    that are bonded
    with you.

    At the end of this excursion
    and its expedition of light,
    Death prowls in
    with a cordial welcome.
    Like an amiable, genial host
    for all of us who instinctively
    and involuntarily
    receive his faded invitation
    at the moment of our birth.

    His long-anticipated alleviation
    comes startlingly,
    only to hit us
    with the certainty
    of a sacred approach.
    As we emerge
    into his loyal audience,
    and he into our past,
    our new navigator.

    We instantly exit
    and we enter,
    another ingredient
    of who we are.
    —The cook prepares the feast—
    The clarity
    of this new mode announces
    the fearless recurrence
    with jubilation.

    I will not resist.
    I forgive myself.

    Filed under: 🜁 Self – tracing the inner landscapes of thought, feeling, and becoming.

  • Baptized by Fire

    Baptized by Fire

    Imagination creates birth
    and infinity.
    Darkness births death
    and transformation.
    One cannot exist
    without the other.

    To engage is to become.
    To become is to die.
    And to die, is to transform.

    Light is born of fire.
    Fire is born of light.

    As above, so below.
    We are the below,
    surrounded by the above.

    Why fight for gods,
    for superiority, for ashes?

    Know your home.
    Know yourself.

    Learn to connect.
    Learn to remember.

    Kindness is the song.
    Love, the heartbeat.

    Come crying for your soul.
    Leave smiling at your life.

    Filed under: 🜃 Infinite – exploring the unseen forces behind creation, truth, and existence.