infinite self

  • Eternal Now

    Eternal Now

    My soul,
    my consciousness,
    lives eternally.

    Yet I exist
    neither in the past
    nor in the future.

    On the infinite line,
    I, timeless witness,
    to this moment
    conceived, defined.

    A word—spoken.
    Eyes—opened.
    A world—created.
    Reality—stamped.

    Filed under: 🜃 Infinite – exploring the unseen forces behind creation, truth, and existence.

  • A Shadow and a Light

    A Shadow and a Light

    I would not trade the soft whispers of my soul
    for the bright music of fleeting praise.
    Nor the shadows that give it shape
    to melt in the radiance of endless sunlit days.
    I would wish my spirit a shadow and a light.

    A shadow to give me solace and the space
    to feel the textures of the world unseen.
    A light to guide my footsteps through the labyrinth
    and find loveliness in what might have been.

    A shadow to ground me to the earth’s dark center;
    A light to lift my gaze to distant, promising skies.

    I would rather my way had a seeking heart than that I accepted dull conjecture.

    I crave the ache of reaching for the stars above,
    for those who settle for dust have lost their deep hue.
    I have known the thrum of a love that burns,
    and its soft whisper rings more clear and true.

    When the evening falls, the tired bird takes rest
    and dreams of flying on the morning breeze.
    As sunrise wakes it leaves the sheltered nest
    to greet the largeness with a glad prayer.

    The life of birds is quest and return.
    A shadow and a light.

    The river flows from mountain’s height away
    and gains strength from every winding stream.
    It cuts its course through darkness and through light
    until it flows to the sheen of the ocean.

    The life of rivers is a sharing and a gain.
    A shadow and a light.

    And thus the self departs its boundless source,
    to wander through the landscapes of the Now,
    through the summits of strife and the span
    of peaceful valleys where gentle breezes blow.

    To reach the final current, smooth and deep,
    and lose itself once more where all beginnings sleep.

    Filed under: 🜃 Infinite – exploring the unseen forces behind creation, truth, and existence.

  • An Aprioric Perspicaciousness

    An Aprioric Perspicaciousness

    White paper and a pen
    wish for me,
    on a birthday of many returns
    passed, yet to come.
    So a thought I will,
    and a thought
    I may, descend
    into self,
    my self-maintained, renewed self,
    my pattern of self.
    Together and with,
    I feel out
    an infinite creativity,
    I do now
    experience my stability.

    Ever change,
    never never.
    Am.
    I am dependent,
    Yet I am identified.

    One in once.
    Always a memory,
    always a surprise.

    Scenes change,
    familiar feelings.
    Known to life,
    stranger to my own.
    Allowed to feel all,
    but not my own.
    Hold on
    known stranger, hold on.
    I hold on to my breath.
    I hold on.

    Filed under: 🜁 Self – tracing the inner landscapes of thought, feeling, and becoming.