wholeness

  • Bridges of the Scattered Self

    Bridges of the Scattered Self

    When estrangement gains its hold,
    a quiet severing begins,
    not only from the voices without,
    but from the murmur within.

    We imagine the gulf yawns
    only between ourselves and another,
    a space grown cold and wide.

    But look again.
    The mind wanders a forgotten path,
    a memory foggy with time,
    or a future yet unspun.

    Thoughts drift like leaves
    blown far,
    on a wind we cannot name.

    And the body
    experiences the phantom pull
    of somewhere else
    while remaining rooted
    in this precise moment.

    Even the eyes,
    which are windows
    to an invisible world,
    gaze blankly into the present
    while concentrating
    on a far-off shore.

    Our fragmented
    and scattered selves,
    each floating aimlessly
    in its own ocean.

    Kindness
    should therefore be
    a gentle hand
    that unites all differences.
    And respect
    the bridge we build,
    thought by careful thought.
    Allow connection to be
    the gathering, a homecoming
    of all our scattered parts,
    welcomed back
    into the warmth of now.

    Filed under: 🜂 Other – reflecting on connection, relationships, and the spaces between souls.

  • Wrap Your Arms Around You

    Wrap Your Arms Around You

    Wrap your arms around you
    Give yourself a warm hug
    You may be grown up and old
    But inside you’re still a child

    You’ve passed the station
    Of asking no more
    And you’ve arrived to a stop
    Of not wanting what you need

    You love many
    And you are loved
    But the devil’s footsteps quietly approach
    Through the people you love

    How can one survives in this world
    Without declaring their wants and needs?
    With others falsely knowing and
    Speaking words that claim your needs?

    How can you live
    By feeling the need to ask?
    When will the uninvited devil walk in?
    When will the body rest?

    Giving is a gift, not everyone feels

    Flooding out of them
    Saving and possessing is a curse,
    That most feel occupied with

    Who is a more willing soul
    Than an earth angel
    To pay for the wrongs and hurt
    That others infected on you

    Mother, what would become of me?
    Father, where will I be?
    Brother, what do you see?
    Sister, how do you feel?

    You came whole
    They broke you
    Wrap your arms around your whole self
    Feel warmth of your complete embrace

    Deep breath

    Filed under: 🜁 Self – tracing the inner landscapes of thought, feeling, and becoming.